sting

i am going to let the sting sizzle just a bit
let the joy resonnate
let the tears surface then dissapate
i am going to look back and realize how fast i lived
how hurried i moved
how quickly you entered and how fast i lived a lifetime in night's hello
i am going to well with beauty
the day our paths crossed
the moment we uncovered wounds of past
before we inflicted them upon each other
before we lost the belief of depth
compassion
self
connection
before we lost
the day our paths crossed
the day i weighed your soul
tainted your heart
poisoned your spirit
the day you killed with the same intensity that you brought life
before tomorrow became last year
before the flowers died
before
i feared my own heart
as i heald it out to share
as the pages turned
when words meant nothing
and love came in silence in observation of your spirit
before we lost
the day our paths crossed
the day i erased you from my memory
before i looked forward to becoming
the belief that was lost and never worn again,
before the day I weighed your soul with
the everything you fed and tainted
i am going to let the sting sizzle just a bit
let the sun rise to greet me as i kiss the rays
with the same intensity i watched you being kissed
by these rays
this light
before the day
i found the well