Tuesday, November 25, 2008

i'm dating

mmm, mmm
Yes, you see I am dating again.
And it is amazing
You know i didn' t think it could happen, never thought I would find someone so in tune with me.
I know, i've been here before, been here a few times...actually
but see
this time it's a whole notha' ball game
This time it's a woman.
Yes I said -woman.
Looking back i really didn't see it coming, her coming
didn't think I would ever actually get there, go there you, you know be there
but I did
I was completely shocked,
I didn't think it would have ever happened.


This woman, i realized the more i studied her the deeper I fell
I never had to worry or wonder if there was someone else
Never had to wonder if i was being played with, misused, misdirected
you see every time we were together my mind soared to places I have never known
never known existed
and fact of the matter she was not a bad looker, her mind well that was another thing that
drove me madly head over heals.
She is how can I say matter of factly, way to ahead of her time
I sometimes had to think she was off the ricter because she could see the future coming and I would never understand until the moment we became one
mmm hmmm literally, physically, we came as one
She touched me in ways I never knew existed, I could feel parts of me open and swell and palpitate and honestly I never knew how sweet a woman could be, how delicate and enticing, how powerful and poetic her touch could be
never knew I could yearn for her, long for her to return
She was fresh and fragrant
Warm and soft and she knew just where to start

Sometimes she would sing to me, she would sarinade me with melodies and staccato breaths as she would dance naked in front of me
She was bold and direct and would tell me just what she wanted and she got it.
other times we could spend days not seeing each other and it was always stress free, I didn't need to call her, feel as though I was being unfaithful, she just didn't worry about that type of thing.

Things are getting pretty serious these days its intimacy on a whole notha realm
We plan for the future and still don't loose sight of being in the moment
We plan vacations and trips mini dates and escapes and although we still butt heads every now and then
we respect the views of each other see even she's better than a lover
She doesn't drain my energy doesn't complain doesn't lie to me
She doesn't get mad or insecure if we change directions,
in fact she's easy like sunday morning...she comes at the right time and loves every inch of who I am

Yes i am dating
and this time its a woman
what was that you say you want to know who she is
say you got to know just how she does what she does
well, alright if you think you could respect her and embrace her the way she deserves to be
I might just share her with you
yeah, I maybe just maybe one day I will introduce you to me

-intentional misedited!

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